#[Meadow while crying and writing what just happend]
31st July,
31st July,
[Her Diary:]
Dear Diary
He was so different,when we first met ...we clicked ..I love him so much I don't know what happened and I don't know why I am crying.I am in room he is in Kitchen.God this is like worst fear coming true.I want to write what is happening.
I came late from office he was happy.. might have come early he was waiting for me.I brought him few strawberry kisses he loves, last night we had a fight it was his fault I was quiet yesterday he promised he wouldn't do that ever.I don't know, it was me today.We were in some argument that started when I said "Wow! kitchen looks clean.." he was quiet after every fight he is so sorry that he hardly talks...but his love reflects when I hug him and he loves back he surely loves me so much.Anyway he made something I loved I was not hungry I wanted to eat but little later so I said I will take shower first,he looked at me and I also said I wish I had something strawberry today something pink that goes with this dress and winked,I don't know why I said this he made dinner I should have stayed there and appreciated what he made but ahhh I just said what I felt like...I didn't intended to hurt him I was happy he cooked I am always happy when he does that.I thought he is doubting that I am not hungry so I said something he was not replying I stopped I thought I should eat but by then he said or asked I don't know -You had dinner?.. something made furious his taunts whatever it was, I broke a plate and left kitchen in mess.Last night we kissed and he said everything is like it was Mead.Pieces will be all over the floor I know he will argue now...I don't have strength to go down will he forgive me for this...I love us still..God
Meadow
Looking at the box of strawberry kissing chocolate, she cried...
[Nathaniel while cleaning what happened]
Both whispered I love you.It was like they were holding on something very precious.He turned and saw her going upstairs.Took a deep breath and said I love you ..its okay he started picking up the pieces from floor , he mopped the floor..and made Everything looked like the way it was in Kitchen.It was like his words now last night he said everything can be same, the way they were, while he mopped- he was only saying its okay Maed I love you he kept repeating this.Tears were on the floor knowing she would be crying too.He knew it was his fault last night, she is the only trust he has.He knew this deep down not just saying he thought.He kept the food in fridge didn't eat and took something out from fridge and wrote a note and kept it on the plate near platform.
[While coming back from office Nathaniel :
What I did was bad yesterday I should get something for her...maybe something sweet to eat]
"A Strawberry pastry was left on platform with a note....."
Note Read "Everything is like it was see I cleaned nothing happened.This is how we clean whatever mess we create I will mop it.I am sorry.Please eat.I love you".
He slept on the couch when Meadow woke him up and asked to shift he was half asleep,eyes wet; she crawled to him, eyes wet and cuddled him and gave the strawberry kiss they left untouched
Sometimes when you kiss you don't have to say sorry it is just said...
True
Love
So enjoy Strawberry and love deeply, immensely, strawberrily
Even if it as strong as reading mind true love never hurts no matter what you say.
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